it’s been a long time since I spoke to you guys
I doubt anyone missed my ramblings though
I’m not very active because I’ve got this horrible time at school
I’m two months (!!!!!????? /panics) before my final-super-special-important maturity exam at school
If that wasn’t stressful enough, we’re at WWII at history and literature classes, and that’s REALLY not that uplifting. Auschwitz and GULags, and it’s kind of… making things a lot worse?
The stress and my freak outs, and I’m a ticking time bomb at the moment, just waiting to blow up.
And there’s that recurring thought I won’t pass the tests, (less possible), or I won’t do it well enough to get to the uni (entirely possible) and I’d love to study English on a university but sjkfjkdslf(because I like literature and I like English oh my god I love English so much and I’d love to learn more about it dfklgjfklgjfdklg ) I’m constantly scared I’m not good enough (still: quite possibly so )
Awwww bby u//.//u
You have no idea how much it means to me! I don’t get too much feedback and wow, you really made my day
And there’s a reward for being sweet and thoughtful!
Oh my godstiel!
This song reminds me of him so much, I just had to draw it
When is it the best time to draw? When you’re supposed to be studying, of course!
Non-fanart, I just needed to calm down a bit, and drawing to whatever’s playing in the background is the best way
Cake - Frank Sinatra
Hmm… I like that it really used express my emotions, and when I drew something, I had the whole story in my head, I FELT things while drawing, felt them so hard!
but it was a long time ago, now I do mostly fanart, because I care a little bit too much about what people say and I rarely draw stuff just for myself anymore, because unless it’s something from a popular series, nobody notices it - and that’s ok, I mean, that’s understandable.
But I don’t like drawing just for myself, it’s kind of… dishonest? No one actually draws for themselves, at heart. You draw because you want to share your feelings with the world
Wow I really digressed, didn’t I?
It was supposed to be nice and it got sad
but I really can’t think of anything other than that I like/d about my art
Thank you for your attention though! c:
I’m in Crowley/Aziraphale frenzy today THEY’RE SO CUTE
reAD GOOD OMENS
C: My good old-fashioned lover boy, will you dance with me?
A: You should seriously stop listening to so much Queen, my dear
C: I wish I could angel, I wish I could. So how about the dance?
A: You know I can’t dance Crowley
C: I know angel. I know. That’s why I’m asking
You should really listen to Good Old Fashioned Lover Boy
Particularly, the one in this adorable Crowley/Aziraphale vid